Finally!

I have been locked out of my blog for the last week, and finally can post again.  Talk about frustration, wanting to log on and not being able to.

I think I will look back on these past two months and remember little else than a blur of activity, wires, pipes, drywall, being tired, etc.  What grieves me the most lately is the all consuming aspect of my new life as entrepreneur, and how it has dominated so many aspects of my life.  My reading has almost withered completely, and I am physically exhausted at the end of the day, so that dealing with Andrew and the garbage is about all I can handle.  To be honest it is making me think twice about my former notion of what a healthy spiritual life looks like.  I think it must only be in the last couple of centuries with the advance of time saving devices that life has become leisurely enough to enjoy time to think and read.  I know the slaves of Philippi didn't have time to read and ponder, even if they could have read, and I am sure most average folk over the centuries have had their hands full just with keeping bread on the table.  So what does that make us, and what was I in my previous existence?  Was I part of the elite, privileged class on par with Earls, Dukes, Lords, etc. of days gone past?  I am not sure if my life is simply out of balance, or perhaps I was living the life of Reilly before and just didn't know it?